Prologue:Allow me to share with you how this book came into existence. But, before I do, I would ask you to think about this: It has been said, "that the measure of a person's worth is not who he or she is, or even what they are, but rather, how far one has come". When this is understood, then the reason for THE INPUT/OUTPUT GAME will make sense. I can then begin to share with you the reason why I had to take hold of my own mind and begin the process that reshaped the direction of my life. The very idea of "self help mind control" may seem difficult, until you consider the alternative; living an out of control life, or even worse, someone else's concept of how you should live your life.
The idea of the mind being computer like may seem far-fetched to some, but bear with me through a few chapters, and I will show you how I not only changed the course of my life, but found love, health, happiness, and financial success, while I was at it. In today's world of global communication and computerized systems, one would think that life would be easier, but in fact, there is more confusion and disharmony in our personal lives than ever before. You may think that your life is difficult, complex, and impossible to ever straighten out. If you do, take a minute to consider how far I have come to tell you my story.
John Bryan's StoryWhen I was nine months old, my birth mother decided that she could no longer keep me in the house of prostitution into which I was born. I like to believe she hated to give me up for adoption, and had she known what was in store for me, I'm sure she wouldn't have made that fateful decision. After all, she was barely nineteen and unmarried, but in 1932 times were tough, I'm told.
The first memory I have is of some kind of ritual being held and I was the guest of honor. This memory at two and a half years is a little sketchy. It was like this. I am naked and a naked female is sitting on top of me.I am crying like crazy, and this person begins to lower two crosses, one over each eye, and she is telling that if I ever tell anyone, "your soul will burn in hell". I remember uncontrollable crying.
I have another memory at somewhat the same age. Climbing out of my bed, I toddled over to an electric wall socket, and proceeded to stick a hairpin into it. Wow, what a shock that was! For a long time I felt the pain in my bandaged hand, but with no regrets. I often wonder why I wanted to do that?
And, I remember a "him" too. At least a little. What I remember most often were the baths we took together, and the things he did to me while he was on his knees drying me off. They, he and she, were my first adoptive parents. I remember too when I was five, the night she died, and somehow I thought it was my fault. When my father came home and discovered her in my arms, lifeless, he flew into a rage. I remember running and hiding in the closet. Some people came, and took my mother away, and I began to light matches in the closet where I was hiding. I can only guess now, but I like to think I did it because I loved her. Was I beaten for starting the fire?...Was it because of my mother's death? Or just another form of mind control?
The next series of memories I have begin with an "aunt" I was living with temporarily. There were several other boys living in the same house, but I think I was the only special one. I was six years old. One night I had finished taking my bath, and for some forgotten reason I was called into the living room where my aunt was sitting on the couch. She told me to come and sit beside her, while she finished drying me. I don't remember what got me started, but for some reason, I told her the story about my other mother sitting on my stomach and of her telling me that my soul was going to burn in hell if I ever told anyone. I guess the aunt must have thought I needed special help because the next thing I remember is being comforted against her bare bosom. I spent several nights a week in aunt's bed after that.
When I was eight years old, I was adopted again. I would like to tell you that the horror and confusion both ended then, but they didn't. Both of my new adoptive parents were pedaphiles, too. My stepmother was at me constantly, from the bedroom to the basement, and into the garage. The memory I especially hated, was the night I was held nude in my new father's arms, and when I looked down through my legs, a candle was being placed in my rectum, and someone lit it. I remember screaming for a long time.
In one of my last family memories, I was the groom in a mock wedding to my twelve year old cousin. I was ten. The part that made me feel the worst was that we were both made to pose nude in the wedding ceremony for our parents, who all became "photographers" for the occasion. That night, when we were sent to our honeymoon suite, we had to pose for the "photographers" again. Enough was enough! Memories of those formative and abusive years, many of them ritualistic in nature, still haunt me.
The next year I ran away from home, and continued to leave from time to time, until I was finally old enough to join the Navy. The physical abuse stopped after I ran away the first time, the emotional abuse only stopped a few years ago, I think. After years of searching, I finally found a way to take control of my life. It is this process I would like to share with you through The Input/Output Game.
I am certain there are readers who have as long a road to travel as I have, and perhaps some whose road is even longer. The point is, that if and when you are willing to take control of your life - your destiny, this book will help. God knows it helped me!
Psychologists, pundits, and preachers can tell us what we should believe until they are blue in the face, but until we decide to change our own faulty belief system, and then do it, nothing will work.
If you suffer from any of the following conditions, too much or too little, you will want to read this book!
ACHIEVEMENT
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NIGHTMARES
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